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Standing at the corner, unseen
stretching out my hand to the ones in need
some reached out and held on tight
but some burnt me with fire
yet I still reach out to those in need
Aries
When in love, you don a pair of rose-tinted glasses
and the world is a magical place for you.
The idea of romance captivates you
and you ignore all else to be near your beloved.
Candlelight dinners, soft music, slow dances,
late night walks hand in hand by the light of the moon
on remote windswept beaches
everything is possible, and it does not stop there,
Aries will profess undying love for their beloved
a promise they are most likely to keep.
Because of your love,
I've learnt to love.
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Saturday, October 09, 2004
isnt this an irony? wen u are both together, donwan u to be good looking, donwan pple to fall in love with u so that u will just be hers only and she can make full 'use' of u.. then now that u are better looking liaoz, then she just wanna crawl back la??
u may wan stop reading from here.. but all i am going to say are things that u noe, but u are just hiding from it... wanna hear the truth??
does she really love u?? if she really love u, she would have treasured u.. don let u be sandwiched between her and family.. if she had really loved u, wun make u lose face in front of others.. will never scold or hit u in public.. would have respected u lo.. if she had really loved u, she wun have said those hurting things to you.. (bout ashley), no matter how angry she is, she will have considered ur feelings, if she had really love ya... if she really love u, wun have said that she loved money more than u.. ask urself.. isnt this true?? wat is true love?? true love is the willingness to change for the better for ya partner...
she 'used' u.. then when she found someone nicer, she decided to end things.. cuz u cant give her wat she wan... then wen u become better looking, she just crawls back...wat is this lo?? u can accept?? and arent u going back to the same old thing if u ever give her a chance to hurt u again?? u noe tat u will be hurt again.. even more painful now... cuz this is a repeated pain...
no one can say anything if u decide to walk back to misery.. cuz this is ya life.. but pple will hurt for ya.. cuz they can see that u will get hurt, but they cant say anything to change ya mind... many times, pple just don wan say.. cuz they noe u don like.. or rather.. they cant change ya mind.. cuz u never listen to good advices.. tat is why u are hurt... and so, i be bad person and say all these lo.. most people will agree with wat i say.. but they just don say.. so i be "huai ren" lo... anyway.. u noe me de.. i am just lidat.. say wat i think is right... i rather u A me for the truth i said.. than i force myself to say those things tat are not true... i rather u A me than i see u hurting even more... why pple wan say u?? very free huh?? no lo.. just that we don wan see u so miserable.... becuz we care..
u have these thots in ya mind.. just tat u have no courage to confirm it... ya, we are confirming it now... whether u wan take the advice.. up to you... but make a good choice... dun be silly and listen to lies... she will do anything to get u back.. cuz now, if go out with u, she have 'face' ma... but does she really love ya?? if u cant give her the things she wan, she will just start to hurt u again... believe or not.. this is the fact wat...
whether u wan to have a better life or u just wanna get hurt again.. its up to you... she still will go poly.. noe more guys.. u sure she will not betray u?? the choice is urs... we can say all we can.. but u make the decision.. dun hide from it.. just make a firm decision.. if u choose correctly, u are a step closer to ya goals.. a good career.. apartment.. car.. good life.. 23 le, think far... can play, but also must plan... take the right path.. a path that is the right one for u to get wat u wan...
we can say, nag, be here for u... we will be.. i will be here for u... but u gotta make the decision... just never regret.. never choose the path that u will be hurt.. give urself a chance to move closer to ya goals.....
in short.. when the time is right, u will see who is truly good to you.. just make sure u open ya eyes and see lo.....
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Serena @ laoda/nanny/ahma
24 March
1981
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