haiz....u might well dun update ur own blog coz it's not ur true feelings and tots mah .... coz oni here den u will tell us ur tots, feelings, sad etc ..... u sad she also duno ur true feelings .....

i also duno wat to say abt this guy ..... coz me sick many days ritez ... and my back realli aches for many days, duno y .... tis guy nv tot of bringing me to see doc lor! and nv tot of applying the heat-rub for me lor ... haiz .... i too sick to even rememeber "go see doc", so i got home on sunday den mum give me the heat-rub cream mah, den i rember "oh how come he nv tot of bringing me see doc huh?" duhz .... speechless or not huh? i also feel veri sad ..haiz ..... u see? can gongz until like tis lor ... and he say he nv tot of .... *speechless* .......sometimes i will look into the sky ... "y he like tis huh? so gongz huh?? or all guys are so gongzz??? *speechless* .....

ya lah no ai xin liang cha mah keke .... and now me bao ga liao, kns .... can die lor ... everyone tink i robot or wat lor ... 4temps work become i one pax do ... helen find me, jb find me, carol find me, sally, kw..... even tat raymond also find me loh! kaoz.... duno he act blur or wat, wenjie left long ago, he say he duno today! crap.... now oni left me do work, he also duno .... crap ..... they happi lor, employ 1 pax do 4 paxs work, cheap and save $$ ...kns .... i told fred we leave same as JH 15oct liao .... buai tahan tat dog and its partner liao .... realli damn faked sia ..... even helen ask me dun go, stay kekee ... haiz.... i also no choice ... stay somemore i sure waste more time ..... and now tat beast, dog and partner keep EMPHASIZE on the 3 contract staffs, say "THEY ARE TBO (TRAINEE BANK OFFICER) ETC... CANOT DO TIS N TAT! ETC" ASK THEM EAT SHIT LAH! KNS! ME AND HELEN ALL BTH THEM! KEEP EMPHASIZING TBO FOR WAT!!?? KAOZ!! DAMN GREAT IZIT?? AND THEY SEEM TO BE VERI GOOD TO THEM DUNO FOR WAT REASON....coz i noe they wan hurry push them up to SO mah duno for wat bad reason, ....and SO no union, or they are contracts, if bank wan retrench, they first to go lor, become scrapgoats lor ..... haiz .... me do till siao lor ... haiz ... if ah hui and QQ nv help me hor, i tink i stil alot haven do ... thanks alot leh .....

u realli do alot housework leh hee...impressed leh .... u dun look like one who noes hw to sweep, wash, mop leh ..... noe u feeling down and sad now ..... hmm .... maybe u shld really take a break lor ..... she shldnt said all that lor ..... reali veri sad .... snail really slap u in public before ar? if got, realli too much lor ..... haiz .....money is not everyting lor, money cant buy happiness right :) ..... ya lah i noe u will say no $$, hw to buy house, car, treat, etc .... ya can have money lor, juz be contented wif wat one has lor .... even rich man also will be veri sad, lonely coz he duno wir to spend his money mah, too rich liao keke ...... u noe wat im toking nt...? her mum also farnie lah haiz ..... alot tings no need for us to say u also noe right ....... we same age, from our past experiences, we always say the same tings on the same time, so i noe ur tots maybe same as mine .....

hw come snail's uncle's wife is ur sec sch mate? she same age as u, hw come married snail's uncle? farnie leh ..... y she wan backstab u? reali sickening hor some ppl.... dun sad abt hw they see u lor ... u live for urself ... u dun need to live for them or live to their standard of wat they wan lor ......

ya she done alot for u, u also done alot for her mah .... more than her i tink..... even cyn does more than her mah, no need say also can see, can feel, can assume mah ..... cyn say u wont angry wif me or scold me ..... sure nt keke.... i also scare i said wrong tings, later make u even more sad ...... i always say u choose wat i will accept wat ur decision mah :) ...... she stil veri young mah, dun undstd .... hmm ...... u wan my real tots i also can tell u keke .... but i wont make u sad lah ...... take a rest lor, dun tink too much..... thou u said u wan break, bt noe u cant leave her, she also wont let go ...... so see u how lor ....... sori ah, if me too brunt .... or me like going merry go round ... also duno wat i toking keke .....sori ah, u noe ur laoda duno hw to tok well hehee..... rest more lor, build up ur energy first .... other tings can solve later ....... miss u ... :)